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alright..well..God, he is a very complex man but the best thing that could ever happen to me. I can't understand how people can go through there lives without him. Hes ALWAYS there for me no matter what i do and he always gets me thru my problems. I just dont understand how peopel can live thru life wihtout someone whos perfect to rely on, talk to, trust, and always know he will make your life so worthwhile if you follow him. Its another story if you don't..it is so difficult tho..i know that when i give up things i should then it will be sooo much better..but its so hard to let go..but Ill never know how awesome he is..addn see him fully working in me till i let go..grr..its sooo hard!!! hmm..soo..the other day i decided i would wake up early and watch the sunrise..stupid me..i have no idea when the sun rises..soi get up at 4:30...get and at about 5:30 im wandering aroudn my hosue in the dark..not knowing what to do until it rises..so i go outside..in a skirt and tshirt adn a little blanket..sit on my parents van and watch the sky for 45 minutes until it rises..it was cold..but i got a chance to talk to God..i must admit..i didnt grasp my chance to hard...but ill do it again sometime.. hmm..i have to say..everyone must try this..go somewhere where you won't be disturbed(so hard to find in my house..i just do it when im going ot bed) and pretend like Jesus is there in human form..sitting right beside you adn just talk to him..like he's your best friend..and he'll never tell anyone..He'll be there to listen or to give advice..just listen back once in a while when you think you should..its really cool, just have faith..anyways..im about done for now..bye!